Watching inwardly

i am free of the need to be this or that,as a woman ,a person,member of society.
i am free of the need to define my self through personal relationships and attachments.
But i am not free of the need to understand what i feel. To understand what probably can not be understood.
Mind always needs to know, doesn't give up so easily,doesn't like peace.
Lets keep quiet,witness and see what happen.